One of my highschool girlfriends commented something on my Facebook that just kept bugging my mind the WHOLE day.

Lovelife. The NON-existent love life.

Naalala ko lahat ng mga ginawa ko dati. Eh ano ngayon? Tama na. Ayoko na. Sira ulo pa ko nun eh.

Freestyle's song is right. I do not care but it just sinks in. No wonder, my mind's wandering all the time.

Bawal munang lumandi. Maghanap muna ng ikakabuhay! Marami pa rin dyan. Hindi ako mauubusan! HAHA.  

The weather's good. Sunday's mass is inspirational.

The Walmart lady on the counter had the happiest and friendliest face I can always cherish back.

I know now what it means to be a good steward through Dan's talk *reminds me of an "old" friend back but this guy is much better.

I bought a new CD songs of Mozart that is mentally stimulating and my brother agrees.

I realized my Dad is also a "gift"

This epiphany was so great that I am just bursting how a wicked world can be a full of genuine awe.

God is good! He really is.

So after all, I am still okay. These plugs are just worth sharing after all the not-so-good stuff lately

I don't care, "acne." Spread on my face, I'll get back to you once Im over these.

•  I used to cry whenever I get bad marks.
•  I pushed myself too hard that I am already on my limits
•  I am an ugly ducking where all those zits just keeps messing up my face because of sleepless nights I have to endure
•  I have no time for "me-time"
•  I compare myself to those who are better than me.

BUT what I do have right now:

1.  A caring brother who is ALWAYS there for me. He never left my side even during my weakest moments. He even told me I was beautiful inside out and that I should never ever compare myself. He even gave me a hug that I badly need the most.
2.  New friends who kept encouraging me that I should hang on and soon, I will succeed.
3.  Never be afraid to fail. If you did, so what?! Why stress myself. Its just not worth it. When I fail, that has a purpose to make me even stronger. Whatever does not kill only makes you stronger.
4.  Take note of your mistakes. Don't be afraid of them.
5.  Make most of your worthwhile time.
6.  Practice! Practice! Eat good food and breathe!
7.  God who gives me everything I need even if I fail to notice.

So I guess, even if I am an ugly duckling today, tommorow and the month after, I have a family to always back me up. But still, I need all the divine intervention that I need. This is such a crucical time for me right now.Before I turn 23 very soon, I fervently hope God hears my wish. Amen.

Hmmm....  I don't really think I shoud be doing this.  I'm supposed to do work related things.  But nobody's really doing that so, what the heck..

What am I supposed to tak about?  Let's see... Trees.  Let's tak about trees.  There are many trees here in Ortigas.  Maybe that's the reason why it's so cold here.  We, not realy cold.   Windy, I think is the word.  It's especially disconcerting during storms and such.  Case and point.  My umbrella broke last friday. 

Stupid letter l.  Why does this keyboard continually give me a hard time when I need the lette l?  I have to push it hard enough.  If I don't I'll find my sentences sorely lacking ls and I have to check each and every word I type just so to make sure that there are no missing ls.  Honestly.

Anyway, back to trees.  Right.  *looks up*  Oh, there's a tree!